One more turn in my selfunderstanding

Violence against women

2008-06-04T09:29:20Z

So, don't you think that men who can say rude worlds about women or girls... are not men...
I thought men are more strong then women.... But some people make me change my minds...
To be honest i was absolutely confuse then someone sad me such words.... for all my life i haven't listen something like this... Oral thing: just a suckered boy who sence himself in security on the ofher side of the world... It only assoсiated for me with film aboute Jay and Silent Bob, with the foolish boys, who wrote their suckered words aboute Jay and Silent Bob... So, gay, can you come here and say what you want infront me?

I have hardstudy Sunday

2008-04-20T12:28:46Z

I haven't have so satisfaction day too long. All morning i did my diploma and after i learned Methods of Literature Education with Russian Literature. I so pride myself!!!!

The one more so empty without you day

2008-04-18T10:28:18Z

I feel emptiness
i feel sad
i feel i miss you
i feel you
I feel something good in this, but, you know, i still afraid belong to somebody.

i'm afraid i miss you...

2008-04-17T18:15:39Z

i'm afraid i let tame me. One more time. But i haven't see this boy for two days and i feel depressed. I really used to talk with him every evening. And so i miss him now. What for? I don't know nearly anything about him. I suggest he has a girlfriend. What for? i want to have nothing touching with love, sex, friendship and other relationships. What for? i look through his photos and really need to have a one more all-night talk.

Starting new diary

2008-04-17T07:01:31Z

So i did it. I came back from LI to my favorite LJ. It's still better.
And in addition... if someone will think that it was because of him - clean your mind. I still can say you just this.

You are one of God's mistakes,
You crying, tragic waste of skin..